Samurai Field

My vision is blurry　
What will the future bring?
I'm looking for "something"
I'm always upset

I need to change my life
I know there is a good reason for it
but I hate to admit it

something tells me
I'm just pleased with myself

In time,
I'll yearn after those days
I have enough experience
to know that

My world is
crumbling from behind
I heard your footsteps
coming towards the door

In spite of
contradicting myself
I believe in everlasting
Finally, I shorted out

therefore,
I stop thinking and drop off